What about love?...Its defective...Its always breaking in half...

i really want to know how many times a heart can break, how many times a heart can be torn in two, how many times a heart can cry and how many times a heart can say goodbye...
i love him but i love him as well...
trouble is one of them i really do love and dont want to loose but then the other one is just to complicated, to involved within the past...
i mean does this make any sense:...
"Q. Can you be in love with two people at the same time?

A. Many people believe love is so exclusive and unique that even entertaining the thought that you're in love with two people means you're not really in love with either. But that's not what I think. The idea that love has to be confined to only one person is a myth, plain and simple. The truth is, most of us don't want to entertain the possibility that our love can extend to two individuals at the same time, because it's scary to imagine such a confusing state of being. Alas, our hearts have a lot more capacity for affection than we give them credit for — or are brave enough to recognize.

Think about it: We can love more than one of our children and parents at any given time, and appreciate each of them for his or her own special attributes. In the same way, different romantic partners offer different things. Let's say you meet someone who is loyal, totally smitten, and offers you personal and economic stability. His good heart and good intentions make you love him. He's what you want. But then you meet a poet. He is soulful, gifted, romantic and impractical. He's the epitome of every romance novel hero. You become friends, you're attracted to him, you dream of him at night. He's what you want.

Impossible? No. Impractical? Yes. And that's why we try to figure out who's the "real" love of our life, so we can end the ambiguity. Of course, the answer might be that both people are "the real thing." Honestly, it's hard to find everything you want in one person. Two mates can be wonderful in completely different ways.
Of course, if you love two different people, you don't have to act on it. Say you spot your old flame at your high school reunion and realize that the relationship embers still smolder. You, a happily married woman, are shocked at your reaction. Well, you needn't be. We hold a special place in our heart for first loves — the ones who got away. It doesn't say anything bad about your marriage; it says only that you had — and have — something special with someone from your past. You can acknowledge that and still be true to your vows.
If you are deeply attached to more than one person, the real question is: Can you be happy just knowing your heart swells with so much love, or do you need to get involved with both individuals — a situation that is likely to prove explosive, even destructive? Your heart is powerful, but your mind can triumph. Once you understand your emotions, it's up to you to decide what to do about them."

my heart is torn clean in two
i once thought of nothing but me and you
but now theres someone else you see
someone who loves me for being me
someone who does not know of my past
someone ive learnt to love real fast
but being with you tears my heart in two
i once thought of nothing but me and you
making our jokes and having our fun
we both know inside that we are not done
theres still a spark, an old flame
my heart is still calling out your name
but so it does to another
and i begin to think why do i bother
bother with love and braking my heart
bother with trying to make a fresh start
maybe it would be easier if i hadn't of lived
then i wouldn't of met him and fallen in love
id still be in love with you
as i always was, always am
see i never stopped loving you
for i wouldnt know how or where to begin...

what the hell do i do
where the hell do i begin

it was supposed to be all working out for the best
until today....

Don't Sacrifice Your Dreams - It's Suicide

Its so different to this time last year... But all so much better...

I've heard it all before

I've heard it all before

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say you're sorry

I've heard it all before

And I can take care of myself

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say 'forgive me'

I've seen it all before

And I can't take it anymore

You're not half the man you think you are

Save your words because you've gone too far

I've listened to your lies and all your stories (Listen to your stories)

You're not half the man you'd like to be

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say you're sorry

I've heard it all before

And I can take care of myself

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say 'forgive me'

I've seen it all before

And I can't take it anymore

Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap

There's more important things than hearing you speak

Mistake me cause I made it so convenient

Don't explain yourself, you'll never see

I've heard it all before

I've heard it all before

I've heard it again and again, but no more

Paddy