My Little Star

My little girl flew to heavens herd in May. It's now the end of August and i have only just been told. Why? Because my ex is a complete and utter heartless bastard who was clever enough to hurt me where i hurt most. I will never forgive.

I loved my little 'starsky' she took me through the bad saw me into the good and felt it was time to leave. I saw her a few weeks before she passed on and i'm so glad i made it although i sdaid i would be there at the end. I was told that the day after i saw her she had perked up. I told her how i was no longer hurting anymore, i felt also my past had left me and was now happy to go on. Perhaps in a way i was letting her know it was ok to leave me.

I will always miss you, always love you my precious angel.

It's ok - you can sleep now. I'll kiss your precious star and let your eyelids close. Goodnight fow now gorgeous. thank you, i love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Radios In Heaven"

Your time has already come and I don't know why

The last thing that I had heardyou were doin' just fine

It seems like just yesterday

I was laughing with you

Playing games alone in the field

well you taught me well, didn't you?

I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?

I hope they do

'Cause they're playing my song on the radio

And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye

But that's the way life usually is

t just passes you by

But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back

So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you

I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?

I hope they do

'Cause they're playing my song on the radio

And I'm singing it to you

If they don't have radios in heaven

here's what I'll do

I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now

if not, then I can try to sing real loud

What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?

I hope I'm just like you

I hope I turn out to be as good as you

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah

What's it like in New York City?

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty

Yes you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

close your eyes

Listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there Delilah

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away

I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all

A thousand miles seems pretty far

ut they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Delilah I can promise you

That by the time we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah here's to you

This ones for you

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