Life's a Bitch and Then You Die... so Fuck the World and LETS GET BY

A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other..Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever..
that is just so so true...
but it wasn't temporarily, but it was at the wrong time it was certainly too late and almost definately for forever...
trouble was it was so good in our land based subjects briefing earlier... we didn't worry like we usually do, we were able to be together without the pressure of everyone else, maybe they've grown up - but i very much doubt it. And as the comments he kept making about one of my exes well, i thougt i was going to burst with laughter at one point.
yeah i can no longer deny that i still love him but i love someone else, i think even more - no scrap that i love someone else like ive never loved anyone before. do i have regrets? yeah. but doesn't everyone? isn't that life?
No, im finally home...