If your not the one...

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

You never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you in my life?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one
I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
But know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

this song is everything i want to say at the mo.
i just need him to say we'll be alright. I just wish that next time i go up the farm we could just talk and then i can tell him everything thats happened. I just need his reassurance. I need to know everything will be alright. For i really do love him, Jas never enters my head now and when i see him my chest no longer gets tight and i dont have to fight back the tears. I just need him to tell me and i need to tell him.