on a high

Theres no way im gonna let Jas back in my life again. Ive woken up and im not going to be controlled by him and be pressured into doing things i didnt want to do, no fucking way. Ive made a lucky escape and yeah i nearly didnt make it but everything is slowly coming together again.
Dancing (i hate to say it) was an absoloute star on tuesday! we went for a random ride and spotted a herd of deer so we went to investiagte and got really close to them it was brill!! Then we followed them down into holford combe and i got lost!! we ended up right at the far bottom of the combe and there was a gorge grassy track so naturally for me and dancing we turned round and went hell for leather. The track was also quite snakey and we went flying round a corner only to discover a gert bloody log across the track knocking on 3 foot which for dancing bless her was a bit of a bloody shock, but she loves jumping so i just kept the leg on coz lets face it we werent gonna stop anyway and she flew it. Then we discovered that we were on the cross country course track which has got loads of natural jumps so we carried on and did more logs, banks, ditches and a water jump. Dancing bloody loved it and when we were back on turf we knew she wanted to go and as she had been so good i let her and i have never been so fast in all my life and i am being bloody serious when i say that!!!! i didnt even kick her on or anything so christ knows what speed we could have got to, its quite scary actually!!!
Then i spent the afternoon with chris and it was really cool. we went for a walk and messed around on the quadbike and chilled for a bit, it was so good coz he actually accepts me for who i am.
Im back in dorset at the mo as im going to a racehorse place type thing and desert orchid is going to be there and it might be his last public appearence before he goes to the heavens so naturally me and mum have to go and see!!!
Oh and in the october hols chris has promised to take me hunting on the quad as he'll have his licence then!!! yipee!!!
love sqk!
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