Fucking Prick

Great last night Jas finally gets round to speaking to me, just when id got him out of my head. Make no mistakes i certainly don't like him again cos ive woken up to him and realised how much he controlled me and my life!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!
Lets just say that apparently im going to get my head kicked in at the disco and it wouldnt surprise me if Jas did it himself. Thing is Jas is after Chris why i don't know coz if Jas is soooooo glad to have got rid of me then why is he soooooooooo bothered that im with Chris??? Well to save Chris i've got to speak to Jas face to face on my own at the disco and we are going to have a bloody good chat coz im going to make him listen to a few home truths, like why i ended it with him and stuff i may even make him listen about what he's done to me for the past few months and i might as well tell him about Toy as well to make him understand why i havent given up and why i wont be beaten, she sent me back for a reason and im not gonna stop til ive found that reason.
What if me and chris arent right though? Am i just clutching at straws in desperation or is it real? truth is im not so sure anymore. I FUCKING HATE JAS JUST WHEN ID GOT MY LIFE BACK HE COMES ALONG AND STAMPS ALL OVER IT, WHY DOES HE HAVE TO DO IT TO ME WHY?