Try

i was allowed out tonight thank god!!!
it's quite bad tho cos its made me realise how much i like him...
It was just another mad night though nothing intresting...:-)
although i did walk into a metal gate and i think i now have a broken nose and as you can imagine a certain someone found it hysterical...but then when he realised i was actually seeing stars he gave me a hug and kissed it better...;-) lol

Beth is a fucking legend letting me go see apassionata with her!!! i can't wait! She's a legend and a half!!!

Oh, forgot to say they made me walk round the downfield hotel again tonight and go down the graveyard... not impressed!!! And i got extra x tonight which suggests they are up to something... Oh God and we were walking down the road and guess who was round the corner...GINGER GEORGINA!!!!!... i knew i was gonna laugh so i kept walking!!!!...

All I know Is everything is not as it's seems
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Watching over me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I learn
The more i cry the more i cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love