There You'll Be...

I don't think i need to say who this is for. All that matters is that i know the truth for I know who it's for. If someone wants to interpret it to be for someone else then thats there problem, not mine and they will be the ones looking stupid...

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be


It's when you hear something like that, that somethings make sense. It makes certain things easier for certain things to come.
Today i felt a hypocrite writing about advising people to beleive in their dreams. I mean i was so prepared to sacrifice my own dreams as well as myself for something that time will make sense of and for a few people who just couldn't beleive in me or just didn't want to give me the chance to try. Maybe it was through jealousy, maybe through spite - i don't know but the thing is - now i don't care.
I was told to delete my blog and start a new one but to be honest that's not my style. If people find my personal life so intresting and have obviously got nothing better to do with their pathetic little lives then that's up to them. This blog is between me and MY FRIENDS. Anyone else who wants to read and print it off and show people then i have a little message for you: GET A LIFE, GROW UP, WAKE UP TO THE REAL WORLD, AND GET THE FUCK RIGHT OUT OF MY LIFE COS YOUR THOUGHTS, VIEWS AND OPINIONS DONT MATTER, THEY DON'T COUNT, IN FACT THEY NEVER DID. I COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU THINK I WON'T MAKE IT OR IF YOU THINK ITS STUPID - ITS MY DREAM AND I AM THE ONLY PERSON WHO TRULY KNOWS ME AND WHAT I WANT. I BELEIVE IN MYSELF. I THINK YOU SHOULD OPEN YOUR EYES AND DO THE SAME - AFTER ALL YOU ARE 16 NOW, ITS ABOUT TIME YOU GREW UP AND FACED THE TRUTH AND TOOK A LOOK AT THE REAL WORLD.