Break me, Shake me

its amazing how they manage to do it really. i mean how can you hate someone so much yet love them still at the same time. i really thought i had got him out of my life and head, for two months i managed it and now hes just back. After all the hurt. all the lies. all the bitching. i still deep down love him. Dont get me wrong i would never go back to him but it makes you wonder if he did click his fingers would i go running or would i turn and walk away. coz as we all know our hearts rule our heads.


I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known

But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

So your the kind that deals with the games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
SO WON'T YOU break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?
Because it's not free baby, you have to pay.
"You just keep me contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading

God don't you know I live with a ton of regret?
'Cause I used to move you in a way that you've never known
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...

Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
SO WON'T YOU break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Listen, baby
Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
You'll be, you'll be alone
Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me

Anyways earth to squeak you can never go back there!!!!!!

It doesn't help with henry going on and on and on either. I think scarletts right though, in a way i did do it to prove something to chris. I think i wanted to make it clear that there were no ther guys in my life, that i just wanted him, and that i needed him to rescue me before its to late.
Flips being a complete asshole to scarlett as well. I cant beleive he said what he said about camping, i know he can be a bit slow but that takes the biscuit!
Bubbles is laying into me a bit as well. i mean shes the one that hated henry so much but now that ive told him to shove of im the bad guy?????????? (but dont tell her i said that coz i luv her to bits).
WHY CANT EVERYONE GET OFF OF MY CASE AND LET ME GET ON WITH MY LIFE AND LET ME DO WHAT I WANT TO DO??!!!!!
i know im unpredictable but for fucks sake just stop rolling the eyes, stop the sighs, stop the hmms and let me live being me (and no scarlett this aint towards you!)